I would like to apologize.

To everyone.

I've been a hermit the past week, not talking to anyone really.

I haven't been answering my text messages or my phone.

Partly being I didn't find my phone until this morning.

(it was lost Thursday an Friday, it was found dead under my dresser?)

I just haven't been up to anything.

Apparently it's getting people mad.

So if you think I'm being an asshole to you in particular, I'm not. I haven't seen anyone really. I've been basically sitting in my room the past couple days doing nothing. I didn't go to work Thursday or Friday because I didn't feel like seeing anyone. I could have went out and done something, but I haven't. Actually, Thursday... I was really pissed off and a few things to the point of me throwing shit in my house. I rather not discuss that any further. Yesterday I was home all day. I heard my house phone ring around 3:30 pm, I just let the answering machine pick it up. It was Emmitt, "Stepphh, your phone's dead. If you're home, answer this because I would really really really like to see you today. STEPHHHH." Then I answered. So Emmitt came over for awhile. It was good to see that someone else existed in the world besides me. I was harrassed by a bunch of people to go to a show. My 4 best friends. Emmitt drug me there, which we only stayed for about 20 minutes because I wanted to go home. I saw too many people I knew. It was overwhelming considering I went from seeing no one at all for awhile to seeing about 30 people I knew in the span of 20 minutes.

I have work today.

I REALLY don't want to be there.